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This is Ground Control to Major Jack

We would really prefer it if you stopped killing people, thanks.


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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day six.
1. Lucy/Flooby - we've grown...reasonably close in the last few months and I'd like to think that was something special. You're a sweet person and you deserve someone who will treat you beautifully like the person you are. Sometimes I feel like we have drifted a part a little, and then we talk and yeah! I care for you a lot and I worry about you, maybe a little too much;;
2. Hopie - amg! I remember when I first met you on Fairy Garden and we talked so much, and we still talk now. You've helped me through a couple of dark patches without the littlest complaint, and that forever indebts me to you. You're a damn cool person and I'm glad we've grown this close. Talking to you is something else that just instantly cheers me up.
3. Vicky - I don't know, it's mostly the way you've pretty much always be there for me and I like the way we can sit down or pick up the phone and have these amazing three hour long - or longer! - conversations that go from Hogwarts to Victorian times, and laugh so hard about things. Amg, those are the times.
4. Hannah - I love the way you draw, and you should put yourself down so much. I essentially envy your skill. And you're so nice to talk to - about essentially anything too. I remember one of our conversations was simply on what sports we've tried to play before, aha. I wish I got more chances to talk to you, orz.
5. Ulla - you creep onto this list for being that person I cna just get in from school about mess about with, and you'll cheer me up when you're down and you gave me one of my favourite nicknames. I'm glad our friendship has kinda, uh, blossomed so quickly and I miss you when you're not online. I promise not to ever text you in angry spanish.

Amg! there's not enough space here for everyone I wanted to put;;
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Two days in one
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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day four.
1. Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up self.
2. Do you even like me, really. Be honest.
3. I wonder if...no, that would never happen.
4. [lyrics from a song that I may have heard recently, or may not have heard for years; for example, recently it has been Mission To Venus, which I haven't heard since 2008, and Get It Up, which has been on repeat a lot lately on my Youtube.]
5. Hahaha, oh god, that came out wrong.
6. Amg, I mis you so much;;
7. Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored.

Day five.
1. Got with my first girlfriend. I pretty much ended up ruining a month of so of her life and I felt pretty awful afterwards for a long, long time. Yeah, I didn't handle the whole thing particularly well at all, which made matters worse, orz.
2. Gone to the primary school I did. It was horrible, and happened to be one of the worst in the area. I generally had a terrible time there - I ended up with only two or three friends at the end of year six and friendships with more teachers than pupils...
3. Taken Spanish for GCSE. I would have been much better at German and probably wouldn't have come out with a C grade, which was still better than I had hoped for but anyway. That, and I seem to have a bunch of German practice papers lying about my room.
4. Brought a bag of bird feathers into art. Perhaps that was a bit of a bad idea, but I've always done different things in art than normal people, though somehow this has earned me a reputation for killing things. Despite the fact I never killed the bird in the first, it was roadkill orz.
5. Been born a girl. The name I was going to be called if I was a guy was a really nice name and faaaaaar more interesting than my present one. Which irritates me no end orz.
6. Dropped History at the end of year nine. Lame as that sounds. I loved History and I dropped it for...PE? I'm not even good at PE, aha. Fail. This is being rectified next year, though, when I'm taking Modern History and I get to do the IRA, Communists, Nazis and Black Civil Rights, even if I essentially do the latter every year in compulsory RS.
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That Meme again
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kirkyspastachef
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day three.
1. Tell me about yourself - I need to shut up more and I like to hear about other people, without feeling that I'm snooping. If you told me about yourself, how you were feeling and how your life is right now, I wouldn't mind. It'd make me feel a bit more included.
2. Be close to me - it's kind of developed that I like closeness. I like being leant on and slept on, I like being sat on and cuddled, and it makes me feel weird happy inside. So do it and do it alot, I'm not adverse to clingy people.
3. Be honest with me - tell me if you like me or don't like me any more. Tell me if something's troubling you. Strange thing as that might seem, and horrendous liar as I am, I like honesty to me; it encourages me to lie less myself.
4. Let yourself be creative - I like watching people draw, oddly enough. I know people who dislike being watched when they're drawing or writing, but if you're really creative, show me your things and it'll endear you to me futher.
5. Be accepting - both of me and my friends. Yes, I know I'm a bit weird, with my bizarre habits of collecting parts of cars, and I don't have the most normal friends. So, even if you don't like them, at least be some sort of accepting of them.
6. Share interests - it would be nice to share main interests with someone, though of course that isn't incredibly important. If we don't, then tell me your interests or we'll share what our interests are and I'd make an effort to look into them so we can talk about things we both like.
7. Have some intelligence - I don't ask for much, and I don't mind educating a little, but I'd like to see some intelligence, even awareness of current affairs which aren't which celebrity was photographed drunk outside a club etc. I'd like a little bit of intelligent conversation...
8. Love me - I think that one speaks for itself.
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Meme [copypasta from dA]
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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.


Day one.

1. I wish I could talk to you more, but you always seem so distant. I really don't know if this is just how you are, or if I'm doing something wrong whenever we're anywhere near each other. It's probably me. Maybe I should get into your interests more, and then we'd be able to talk, but I don't know. Perhaps.
2. Whenever I'm around you, I either feel really happy or really down. Maybe it's the pressure of trying to be something like you, and maybe it's the fact we don't share our main interest. I'd like to, but maybe I'm too lazy or something. You always seem to talk to other people better anyway.
3. I feel that sometimes I'm just supporting you and I'm getting nothing back when I need it, other times I feel like your best friend. I wish the latter option was the more common one, but it doesn't appear to be. I'm probably just being selfish, though.
4. Sometimes I feel like we're drifting appart. We have different interests now - well, we still share a few and the times we talk about them are great times. But other times I feeling increasingly resentful to your opinion on things and then feel a bit guilty later. Maybe I know longer understand you.
5. My feelings are constant for you and I wish I could tell you them, but I don't want to ruin what you have. The idea of doing that really horrifies me, even if it could benefit me - I really don't want anything bad to happen to you. I fear hurting you, both verbally/mentally and physically. I wish we spent more time together and you were more open Oh, and that you were more confident in yourself, you are a beautiful person. I'd like to be more of your friend if I got the opportunity, and I'd be content with that.
6. I can't gauge you any more. I thought you liked me and I'm not so sure any more. I'm probably reading you completely wrong but I feel immature and stupid around you now, even if perhaps I am not. Perhaps this is putting me off talking to you more, or maybe it's different interests again.
7. I love talking to you and watching you interact with others. Is that bad? You're so pretty, I envy you at times, but not in such a way I dislike you! Currently, you're one of my favourite people and whenever you talk to me, it does light up my day. I'd love you as a best friend, you know.
8. It feels a bit like you're not interested in me any more, but I know you're really busy. You're someone else I feel like I have little in common with any more, and that does kind of make me sad. I know I've not been the kindest to you, but I'm sorry for that, and I'm lucky you're so forgiving.
9. You're a really nice person and I wish I knew you a bit better. I do like the way you draw and some of the quirkier aspects of it, and look forward to seeing more of your drawings in the future. You are a really pleasant person and I hope you know that.
10. I've probably not met you yet, but, whoever you are, you're a pretty damn awesome person and I love you.

Day two.

1. I sometimes come out with things that make me sound uncaring and occasionally a bit brutal. Usually in Art, which appears to have culmunated in me having the nickname 'nazi', despite my frequent denials of that fact, but I can't seem to stop saying these things.
2. I make a lot of characters and most of them are male. Who? Because I'm really, really bad at females. don't know, I find the ones I make too two dimensional and mary sue-ish, so I usually ditch them almost immediately. At the moment, I have a grand total of two.
3. I rarely find the time or people to go with to see films any more, so I usually look them up on Wikipedia and read the synopsis. Lazy as this is, this also saves me money and having to spend time with a group of people I most likely don't like.
4. I'm almost never happy with things I do. For every drawing I ever post on here, another two have been shown to my friends, another ten have been deemed ruined and binned, and another twenty five haven't progressed past a face and probably never will. I'm very unconfident in my writing style as well.
5. I find myself my most creative late at night. That's when I like to draw to music and am really influenced by things. Late at night is probably when I am my most emotional and self critical too, which really doesn't help things in the slightest.
6. I guess you could say that I have a bit of a nerdy guilty pleasure; online roleplay. I love meeting new people on chat there and just talking about things we have in common, and that cheers me up a lot. I especially like to find old friends from old sites and talking to them.
7. I'm almost constantly paranoid that people are only pretending to like me because I'm there and much prefer talking or spending time with other people, which is possibly why I put off shopping and cinema trips. I feel intrusive and immature around a lot of people.
8. I go to a grammar school and live in a posh town, but that doesn't make me posh. My accent swings back and forth, and I pick them up really, really easily, and I live in the only one storey house on my street.
9. I respond to Pringle better than I respond to my own name now. It's getting rather bad now, I suspect. This is linked sort of to the fact I have an amazing way of hearing my name - real or Pringle - across a crowded room and zooming in on the conversation where it cropped up. It creeps people out.

Expo
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It was pretty amazing.
I enjoyed seeing you all.
Miss you all already.

Still think I ruined Sunday for myself orz

Piano Lessons [shitfic]
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Who: Ev. And some random people who don't get names, hurr.
When: Late 1700s, though pre-American Revolution.
Where: Warsaw, Poland.
Notes: Don't bother reading it, tbh. I'm just getting back into the writing groove before NaNoWriMo.


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So.
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kirkyspastachef
It has been brought to my attention that a protein-loaded diet helps you lose weight.
Also, apples stop your hair falling out.

...

:|

What.

No, seriously, this happened in PE Theory and I don't even. I eat loads of apples. :|

--

Anyway, aside from that~
  • The year sevens - or art department or some year thirteen Product Design twats, one of them - have lost half my portfolio of art work for this project. Idk, that's like.... half a term (at least) worth of work, which equates to two or three A1 planning sheets. You can understand I'm not really very happy. What's worse about that is that there was photography in there too and I can't really redo anything in there either, and it was all getting marked today.
  • Year sevens this year are twats. Don't look at me like that when I push through the middle of your group after asking you seven times politely to move out the bloody way. Does you no favours.
  • The MUN 'co-ordinator' - i.e. teacher who's supposed to co-ordinate it but doesn't - is too lazy to come to Reigate so I can't go because I'm still a minor, despite the fact I can navigate London alright on my own. So, uh, that's another Saturday free/ruined.

Euuugh, why is school against me :|

Also, gfto your bed and onto the computer, Hawley, I want to talk to you :| also sudden italics what.

SO MUCH TL;DR RAI NAO
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Dear Hetalia, thankyou for twisting my thoughts. Sincerely, me.
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Dear America and Canada,
It's our turn to have an awful pop star. Be afraid, be very afraid.
Sincerely, England.

Dear Poland,
I think we should see other people.
Sincerely, Lithuania.

Dear America,
Can we have our food back please?
Sincerely, The Rest of The World.

Dear Greenland,
We've successfully deceived the tourists. Good work.
Sincerely, Iceland.

Dear New Mexico,
Way to get creative with your name.
Sincerely, Mexico.

Dear America,
You gave us Miley Cyrus, Canada gave us Justin Bieber and we gave you Amy Winehouse. Lets just call it even.
Sincerely, The UK.

(kind thanks to the fgts at dearblankpleaseblank.com |D)

Aurgh
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Fucking ridiculous, some people. I won't miss them.

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